Flash back friday…
I have kept a blog before, during my many attempts to lose weight over the years. Some of them are still hiding in the background somewhere, and reading entries written by the old me really makes me...
View ArticleSnowing nowhere….
I’m English. So I’m allowed to complain about the weather. It’s one of our quirks. This past weekend has brought snow and ice to the land of Hazel, and I’m not impressed. Yes, it’s pretty to look at...
View ArticleA weighty issue…
This week has been a difficult week. I’ve been stressed, and a little emotional. I’ve been bored and lonely at times, and I’ve found little that comforts me as well as food does. On top of that I seem...
View ArticleFear….
Things are very difficult at the moment, and life being life isn’t making it any easier on me. The last 2 weeks I have not lost any weight, just maintained my current 157.5lbs, which is good given I’ve...
View ArticleShame and loathing in Bolton…
It’s said that consuming sugar has the same effect on your body as taking high class drugs such as heroin. This week I have become all too aware of my addiction to sugar. Way before surgery I tried to...
View ArticleOut of nowhere….
In my pre op days when binges were frequent and huge I often knew they were coming. A bad break up, a tough day at work, my binges had triggers that I could easily pinpoint and look back to establish...
View ArticleThrowing out the scales….
April has been a tough month for me. For the last 6 weeks my weight hasn’t changed, and the more I try to make the number on the scales move lower the more my brain resists and turns to bingeing...
View ArticleHelp Yourself….
Today I had an appointment to be assessed for NHS counselling. It’s something I’ve been trying to get for well over a year and really struggled with, today was no exception. Last January I saw a lady...
View ArticleThe binge is back
This bingeing lark is a bitch. Just when you think you’ve got a handle on it it comes back to bite you in the arse. It’s been quite a while since I’ve binged, even longer since I’ve purged but today I...
View ArticleTo Diet or Not to Diet… that is the Question.
Dieting is bad. I know it. I’m always lecturing you guys about it. Yet when I worry about my weight, when I’ve gained a lb or two, or when I have an event coming up I want to diet. I’ve been finding it...
View ArticleFalse Smiles
Sometimes being a blogger isn’t all that easy. The nature of being a blogger and writer means I like to share the goings on in my life. But life isn’t always an easy ride. Often I find things crop up...
View ArticleAll talk and no action
To talk to me you’d think I was super super healthy. I constantly talk about the gym, nutrition, staying active, being healthy.. I’m a health nut… or so you’d think. Now don’t get me wrong this is true...
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